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Post by simplyKATEY. on Jul 30, 2011 1:24:52 GMT -5
i'll stop the whole world I'LL STOP THE WHOLE WORLD FROM TURNING IN THE A MONSTER , Babump. Babump. Babump. Slow and steady. She rolled and closed her eyes, focusing her thoughts on the expanding of her own lungs matched with her heartbeat. She could hear it in her ears; a one two count. This continued on for a few more moments only to be interrupted by her own frustration. The thoughts rushed back in, the emotions and the voices. Deep crimson eyes flicked open and her gaze drifted around the room. Since her land back in that stupid camp, those voices hadn't shut up. Not in the least. He wouldn't tune them out for her. "Dick." Rose muttered. It had been a long few weeks - scratch that, months. A long, hard, couple of months in the new order that had been re-established. Armok had let the shadows into her mind and wouldn't take them away. It was endless. There was never a moment of silence. During the evening, their area got quiet. Before the shadows, Rose could close her eyes and take the quiet as its own silence. But now that she had them in her head, it was maddening. This fierce whispering clouded her thoughts, drained her energy, and made her more, and more irrationally aggressive. She was also starting to think it was messing with her head a bit. But that was something else entirely. Something Rose personally didn't speak of.
She settled back into her blankets and closed her eyes once more. Maybe if she focused on one particular persons thoughts, it would help more than focusing on herself. Rose went for the first person who had the direct link to her own mind. Unfortunately, that person wasn't exactly thinking soothing thoughts at the moment. Katherine, thinking about disemboweling him isn't going to help us any. There was a teasing tone that that voice. Rose was met with almost a bemused tone. Well, as bemused as one can sound in their own head. Awh, Rose, you take the fun out of everything. Rose smiled a bit at the response she was given. She didn't blame Kat. Not at all, actually. What had happened was so uncalled for, she didn't know how to react when everything had gone to shit. I love you, do you know that? Rose curled in her blankets and awaited the response. It almost came with a purr to it. I know, dahling. I love you too. ps, why aren't you sleeping like a normal person? Rose didn't have an answer to that. But Kat knew just as well as she did that Rose had been having the worst time sleeping for the past month. She'd been having dreams. Well, as far as she knew they were dreams. In all reality, it was much, much more than that. In the back of her mind, Rose knew what they were, but she wasn't ready to admit to it yet. You're having those dreams again aren't you? Kat wasn't exactly known for being patient. Rose mind!sighed in response. We have a winner.
There was a long pause which meant Kat was thinking in another part of her mind. One that Rose locked herself out of to give Kat some amount of privacy. You could always drink yourself into a blackout? Rose laughed quietly. You would. She pushed herself up and looked around her room. Of course the lights were on. Lights meant less shadows. Vodka and whiskey? She slid out of her bed and grabbed some pants almost begrudgingly. You know me too well. Rose smiled at that and grabbed a couple of bottles from her own personal stash. Be there in a second. Rose snatched up a blanket and went for her door. The air thickened for a moment as she flicked off the lights and slid out. She paused and turned her head to look back into her room. Babump Babump Ba- Rose's eyes flicked back towards a corner quickly. -bump. Babump. She shook her head at herself and started to breathe again. Rose? She sighed. Coming. Rosette stepped out of her room and closed the door, letting darkness fall on all the corners. A pair of yellow eyes sat alone in the corner before disappearing with a burst of light. and eating us alive !- - - - - - - DONT YOU EVER WONDER HOW WE'D SURVIVE?
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Post by Miss Twix on Aug 3, 2011 2:50:53 GMT -5
OMG EYES!!
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Post by simplyKATEY. on Aug 8, 2011 0:03:29 GMT -5
i know you know how IT FEELS TO MAKE A CLEAN BREAK. MY BONES ARE YOUR BONES. The titanium bracelet glinted in the dim lighting of the alleyway as Kat spun it idly around her wrist. A bitter smile settled itself on her lips. She could do bitter. She could feel bitter and deal with it. But the hurt and anger wasn't settling. This was easier. It's gorgeous, sunshine. Thank you. Her own words echoed in her head. And without a beat, his came in right after. You're welcome, Kat. I'm glad you like it. The bitterness had begun to slip off her lips before she looked up and realized she wasn't in his semi-bare room anymore. She was still in that alleyway in Africa. This wasn't home. And that heavy feeling sat on her chest again. She needed to run. Her words flew together shakily as she tried to rip the bracelet off, despite Rose's best efforts to calm her, nothing that Rose could do could possibly help her. "Fucking titanium" She choked out after a moment and shoved her wrist at the red head standing before her, waiting. "Get it off. I can't - I just can't okay I need to go." Rose quickly removed the bracelet with deft fingers before Kat could do irreparable damage to it and her own wrist. She took it and pocketed it. "Twenty minutes max. Don't kill anyone. Go."
As soon as the words left Rose's mouth, Kat was halfway down the alleyway, shifting. This was so much simpler. Nothing hurt. To have your thoughts reduced to those of a creature who only thinks of the next meal was easier. There were no emotions. No baggage. No Shadow Clan. No pain. She ran as fast as she could. Maybe if she ran further the problem would disappear. She could leave all of this behind and it would be alright again. But even in this state, the thoughts penetrated her mind. Kat slowly padded to a stop and let out a distressed yowl. Keep going." Rose's voice cut into her thoughts. Even like this she could reach her. "Get it all out. I don't care if you kill twenty gazelles. You need this." Kat paced in her jungle cat form. "And when you're done, I'll be waiting at the hotel. Take your time." And with that, Kat could feel Rose sever her mind from her own. Privacy. Something Kat hadn't had in forever. She loved the bond, she did. But sometimes, she just needed to be left alone. And now was definitely that time. Kat took a sharp turn and ran off into the wilderness. Running free was the only option she had right now. Further and further. Without a doubt she would go over Rose's twenty minute max. But that was okay. She would understand. She was probably having her own breakdown in the hotel room. So it wasn't only Kat that needed this, it was Rose too.
It was hours before Kat got herself into a place where she could skulk back to the hotel. She couldn't be bothered to shift back into her human form. Kat just hopped up onto the night auditors desk and let the staff scatter before she padded her way to the room Rose had picked for them. She let out what could only be described as her cat forms version of a groan and batted at the door handle uselessly. This continued for a good fifteen minutes before the sound of Rose's uneven walking hit her ears. When the door opened, Kat was met with a still sniffling Rose. She nudged her with her head towards the bed and hopped up, sitting on the bed waiting. Rose closed the door and followed her over before just flopping over on the bed. Kat curled up next to her and put her head on Rose's arm, making her best attempt at purring, which was Rose's signal to scratch behind her ears. Rose obliged and closed her eyes. She opened their mental connection once more and let Kat decide what to do with it. She left it alone for now. Words were unnecessary. Only one thing could really be said. "We'll be okay. I promise." Rose nodded her head as a reply. They'd be okay. They would. you must be so confusedGOT SCARED AND RAN AWAY FROM YOU. OH SWEET DIVINE PREDICAMENT.
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Post by Miss Twix on Aug 8, 2011 22:04:02 GMT -5
i love these little things but they're kinda sad too ;___;
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Post by bk on Aug 9, 2011 20:59:43 GMT -5
0.o this is interesting
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