paperflowers
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Post by paperflowers on Sept 24, 2007 21:57:25 GMT -5
I am horribly sorry I have disappeared lately. I really wish I had more time to spend around here. I miss you all terribly. I really really do.
I don't mean to be one of those people who randomly disappears when it suits them and then resurfaces for a while before leaving again. I have just been going through a really rough time lately.
My great grandmother is one of the 3 people in my family outside of the people I live with that I have ever been close to. When I was about 9 they diagnosed her with dementia and now its set in so badly she can barely recognize my sister and me, and she has no idea who my mom is.
Today my mom told me that the hospital she is currently in told her that my great grandmother has 10 to 14 days to live. So on Saturday my sister and I are going to say our goodbyes.
This made me start thinking about all of you because we are so much like a family and I can not even imagine what it would be like if I were to lose one of you. I would just like to all to know that there isn't a day where I don't think of you guys, even if I am not always here.
I have a feeling I will be busy for the next few days, so if anyone gets a chance or feels like it IM me or email me, I would love to hear from you. Thank you all so much for supporting me and being here when I need you all. It means everything to know there is someone out there that cares about you. -Sam
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Karma Kayla!!
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Post by Karma Kayla!! on Sept 24, 2007 22:03:04 GMT -5
I LOVE YOU SAM! KATEY DOES TOO! She's on the phone with me...BUT WE LOVE YOU!!!
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Post by paperflowers on Sept 24, 2007 22:16:04 GMT -5
*smiles softly* Thank you both so so so much. I love you too
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Post by Karma Kayla!! on Sept 24, 2007 22:20:09 GMT -5
Katey&&Kayla: YAY!
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Post by paperflowers on Sept 24, 2007 22:45:51 GMT -5
^.^ Again thank you
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Post by cutlassthenoob on Sept 25, 2007 5:44:48 GMT -5
*hug**pat on head**cookie**pity*v_v
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Post by paperflowers on Sept 25, 2007 8:23:12 GMT -5
*hugs him back* Thank you too
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Post by GDR on Sept 25, 2007 17:37:42 GMT -5
;_; Awwww, Sammmmface
We misss you
Still peacemongering? <3
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Post by Miss Twix on Sept 25, 2007 18:00:59 GMT -5
v.v <major hugs> lotsa love!!
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Post by Achtung Katie™ on Sept 25, 2007 18:08:45 GMT -5
<3333333333333333333333333333333 ILOVEYOUMORETHANTHERESTOFTHESEFOOLS
jay kay =D
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Post by Karma Kayla!! on Sept 25, 2007 18:34:39 GMT -5
D:< I LOVED HER FIRST!
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Post by paperflowers on Sept 25, 2007 22:38:35 GMT -5
*hugs them all* Thank you so much... I miss you all terribly... And I love you all so so much.
Im really proud of my sister. My aunt (the one of the other 2 people I am actually kinda close to) is trying to flake out on coming out here to see my great grandma (even though her husband is in the airforce and can fly out here for free whenever she wants). So my sister wrote her an email about how she needs to come say her good byes because my great grandmother is the most important right now and if she doesnt she will regret it. I hope my aunt comes. I am just so proud of Toria.
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Post by GDR on Sept 26, 2007 18:19:07 GMT -5
Ooooh, tell Toria I said HIIIIII and yay for good letters
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paperflowers
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Post by paperflowers on Sept 26, 2007 22:07:06 GMT -5
Ill tell her... She always likes hearing from you. Shes still pissed about my aunt though... and today her IPod got stolen from her bag at school because of an idiot teacher making them have cubbys at the back of the room. She says "Hey..." but shes on the phone...
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Post by paperflowers on Oct 9, 2007 22:22:39 GMT -5
I would have posted earlier but I couldnt.
Earlier today my great grandmother died.
Just thought I'd give this some closure.
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Post by Karma Kayla!! on Oct 10, 2007 4:41:45 GMT -5
*glomp* I'm sorry, Sam. You know that we're here if you need us. Or on AIM. X.x I go more for AIM.
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Post by paperflowers on Oct 10, 2007 19:12:30 GMT -5
Thank you. I am doing ok... I am just kinda out of it right now.
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Post by paperflowers on Jun 23, 2008 17:26:16 GMT -5
I thought I would resurrect this because it is summer and I miss you all lots. ^.^;; As you can probably tell I have fallen back on my old pattern of reappearing again out of no where!
To put even more closure on the drama that was going on when I was last here with my family is pretty much over. My dad moved back to France, we have finished mourning for my great grandma and my uncle, and things are back on track. (And the best part is there is no trip to Oklahoma this summer to visit my aunt!)
I missed you all and I would like to try RPing again, but I don't want to ruin what you have going on so if there is a convenient time for me to pop in and say hi, please tell me! Thank you! I love you all!
P.s. Michael (my Michael... Wolf... there are far too many Michaels to keep track of!) says hi and sends his wishes. He is in Connecticut visiting his grandma right now and is gone for the next week or so.
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Post by Achtung Katie™ on Jun 23, 2008 17:32:50 GMT -5
WHAT UP SAM<3
LEMME FILL YOU IN OOOH OOOH PICK ME PICK ME
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Post by paperflowers on Jun 23, 2008 17:39:38 GMT -5
^.^ Oooh! Oooh! Ok! I pick Katie! Whats going on?!
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