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Post by simplyKATEY. on Aug 1, 2008 23:39:55 GMT -5
Rose had taken over for Hawk at AFRs bedside. she had curled her legs up onto the chair and folded her arms. she leaned over her knees and watched him silently.
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Post by afr on Aug 1, 2008 23:43:44 GMT -5
AFR was still very much in this semi-catatonic state. Repeating over and over his chant... his movements were slow, but directed to the door. 3 days of non-stop pulling on his binds even if it was not hard still left his hands and legs in bad shape... but he mindlessly still pushed.
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Post by simplyKATEY. on Aug 1, 2008 23:45:11 GMT -5
Rose moved her fingers slightly, as if she had strings tied to them. like she was a puppeteer. fun. there was healing energy coming from her fingers.
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Post by afr on Aug 1, 2008 23:49:54 GMT -5
Her healing triggered a moment of clarity... the body stopped moving... his eyes rolled back to normal and his body stopped stirring... his eyes opened and his sanity regained...
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Post by simplyKATEY. on Aug 1, 2008 23:51:20 GMT -5
oh snap. seriously? sweet deal. Rose made a strange face and leaned forward a bit. she prodded at AFR.
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Post by afr on Aug 1, 2008 23:58:42 GMT -5
AFR jerked back when he felt the prod... He looked at rose for a second... his face gone blank... he looked down... what to say... what could he say...
"Familiar position... only I remember I was the one at the chair watching over you last time..." He didn't remember how he got there at all... he remembered something about Hawk watching him... now it was Rose... he lost a lot of time. "How long have I been here... I... can't remember a thing."
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Post by simplyKATEY. on Aug 2, 2008 0:01:13 GMT -5
"a few days. maybe a week. i just recently took over." she shrugged her shoulders. "and you know, i did considering untying you and following you, but i believe i learned better from past experiences." her voice was void of much emotion. though, there was a hint of worry behind her words. you'd have to pay close attention to find it.
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Post by afr on Aug 2, 2008 0:06:31 GMT -5
AFR just laid there and looked up... "I can't stop it... you will just have to bind me here until it stops..." He seemed almost ok with the situation... "I have no fight in me anymore... just leave me in my misery... nothing will happen" He looked away and tried hard not to break out in tears...
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Post by simplyKATEY. on Aug 2, 2008 0:08:58 GMT -5
Rose watched him curiously. She leaned back in the chair and tilted her head to the side. "This should have been handled differently" she mumbled.
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Post by afr on Aug 2, 2008 0:15:17 GMT -5
AFR just turned the best he could...
"Assassin did what he thought was right... I trust his choice. You are all out of harm's way... don't look at me... all I have left is shame... please go... I suffer enough knowing I have failed."
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Post by simplyKATEY. on Aug 2, 2008 0:16:27 GMT -5
"i wasnt talking about this" she motioned to his restraints. she continued to watch him though. "im not leaving."
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Post by afr on Aug 2, 2008 0:20:41 GMT -5
AFR shut his eyes... "You have me at your mercy... my undivided attention... my heart is yours to crush more then it has already been broken, Rose... You wanted space... I gave you space... what more do you want? What else could I give you that would make you happy?"
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Post by simplyKATEY. on Aug 2, 2008 0:24:38 GMT -5
Rose sighed and prodded him again. "i want you to be happy, loserface." she was trying at least.
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Post by afr on Aug 2, 2008 0:28:58 GMT -5
AFR sighed... "I had all the happy you could give me... then you gave it back..." His hands grabbed the straps... he whispered in pain. "you said forever..." He was not over it... you couldn't expect him to be... not yet.
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Post by simplyKATEY. on Aug 2, 2008 0:30:44 GMT -5
Rose frowned. She put her head down to hide it. Her little facade was slowly fading. And she was not at all happy about it
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Post by afr on Aug 2, 2008 0:38:32 GMT -5
AFR stayed silent... He couldn't let her see him cry... little tears hit the cot away from her view...
"I am sorry..."
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Post by simplyKATEY. on Aug 2, 2008 0:40:40 GMT -5
Rose just stayed curled up. "for what?" her voice was unusually soft. and cracking. "you have nothing to be sorry for"
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Post by afr on Aug 2, 2008 0:43:55 GMT -5
AFR gripped his restraints tighter...
"I couldn't do it..." he let out a single sob. "I couldn't give you forever... I wanted to so bad."
Recomposing himself he let his emotion drop... He was still as the graveyard now
"I failed you..."
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Post by simplyKATEY. on Aug 2, 2008 0:44:49 GMT -5
"you did not."
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Post by afr on Aug 2, 2008 0:50:23 GMT -5
AFR let himself curl back to her view...
" in time my true purpose will be established... and I won't feel... a... thing... never feel again... just be A Friendly Reminder"
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