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Post by simplyKATEY. on Mar 31, 2008 15:54:17 GMT -5
Rose folded her arms across her chest and looked down at the ground. Her emotions were starting to level out again, the jealousy leaving her system for a few moments. She had forgotten again. But, as quickly as it left, it came back, leaving her angry and almost violent. She'd keep that to herself though. The violence would stay locked up. But the anger was a whole different thing. "You don't understand? How could you not?" She spoke softly, not wanting to raise her voice right now. "You're not being strong for me. You're being strong for her. Where the hell were you when I needed you? Why weren't you rushing to help me when I needed it? But as soon as Kari darts off into the woods, you're getting together a search party to find her." She shifted, sending a glare at AFR. "You don't love me. You love her." Her words left a bitter note hanging in the air.
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Post by afr on Mar 31, 2008 16:12:09 GMT -5
AFR paused, his face paled, the life... was sucked out o his body from the... audacity of her accusation... He... loved Kari?!?... It was one thing that Kari and AFR just were no where near a emotional match. Another was that his daughter was betrothed to Kari, and she was having a very complicated child with her. The biggest insult was that his first marriage ended with an affair against him. He found breath, and that breath formed words, and those words were choppy and still in a state of shock. "How... can you?..." His energy was drained... he had to sit down, this was so hard to say. "I don't even know her... and not only that... my daughter is set to be with her forever, but not even that... is that you think I... me... would cheat on you?..." He gripped his hair and put his hands to his face and crunched forward. "You blame me for something I had no control over, and even that I would accept. I would have found the glory in me and scoured that entire shadow zone for you... and you first and foremost... but Kari would not allow it... I threatened and begged and fought for that chance and was denied. I gave everything I had for you." He shook in his chair. "You know my past, Rose... you know the hell my ex-wife put me through... you know that as unlikely as that is, I would sooner try to end your life, or rape you myself, before I would ever... ever cheat on you."... AFR staggered up and turned his back on her. "If this is what you believe... then I am of no further use to you, My Beautiful Rose... You obviously never knew me... and it is obvious that I will never be satisfactory to your needs. I need you... You are all I want in my other half... but if my best is not good enough for you... then I will not give it to anyone. It won't be good enough for me unless it is good enough for my one true love. You... Rose... I love you... I will always love you..." He walked away
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Post by simplyKATEY. on Mar 31, 2008 16:25:18 GMT -5
Rose continued to glare at AFR during a good chunk of his speech. Yep. She was pissed the fuck off. Her emotions were trying to level out and jump all at the same time. This also wasn't doing well with her little jealousy thing that Mephisto had sparked. Stupid bastard. Rose's emotions finally beat out the jumping and started to level just as he got to the 'if this is what you believe' part. She couldn't remember anything before hand, so she would obviously be terribly confused. This is when all of her frustrations got to her as well. She slammed her foot down, her eyes watering some. God, she was an emotional roller coaster. She hated this. Fucking hell she hated this. "Why the hell would you think that?" She yelled at him as he turned and walked away. Cue emotional soap opera tears NOW.
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Post by afr on Mar 31, 2008 16:33:07 GMT -5
AFR was so confusede... he turned around and there were tears of his own... damn it... this wasn't fair. "Look into my eyes, Rose... I know they can't lie... you look into them and find the part that makes you think I love Kari... there is no room for anyone else in that department then you. You can't throw around accusations at me like that then ask me why... It just breaks my heart... you... just can't know what it is like to happen to you. I won't lose you like this... Not on a false claim. I loved you from the start... since I brought you here... we were close, but now you question the very foundation of my love for you... How can I respond any differently, Rose? I never believed in anything so much in all my life, but you are making me hate myself... I feel sleazy that you would even think I cheated on you... I can't even look at myself now..."
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Post by simplyKATEY. on Mar 31, 2008 16:40:45 GMT -5
Rose was just as confused as AFR. Well, probably more so cause she couldn't remember a DAMN THING x.x Rose didn't have a damn clue what he was talking about. She accused him of cheating on her with Kari? What? When the hell did that happen? She never said that. Did she? No. She couldn't have. She loved AFR. She knew he loved her. What the hell was going on. Rose put her hands to the sides of her head and dropped. Just dropped to her knees. She shook her head. "I didn't say that. I didn't."
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Post by afr on Mar 31, 2008 19:38:50 GMT -5
AFR didn't know what to say... she did say it... she said it and she meant it, he saw the annoyance and pain in her eyes. now there was none of that... He was so confused... "I'm sorry beautiful..." He walked back to her, took to his knees as well, and held her tight. "You know i will always be yours... forever... and nothing, or no one will ever change that, Rose." He kissed her deeply. "I don't know... what came over me... I just never want you to leave me, Rose... I can't take that... anything, but that..." He was still very hurt... his heart was still hit hard by her outburst.
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Post by simplyKATEY. on Mar 31, 2008 20:05:48 GMT -5
She could feel the pain through empathy and was still very much confused. She clung to AFR, not knowing what else to do right now. If she didn't think she said it, why was he just radiating hurt. Why could she still feel the twinge of anger? It didn't make sense. She just couldn't remember a damn thing. It wasn't fucking fair. She returned the kiss, trying not to do it half heartedly because of her confusion. "I won't."
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Post by afr on Mar 31, 2008 20:15:43 GMT -5
AFR held her tight... this was awkward for him... she didn't remember a thing... "I love you, so, so much... the last thing I want to do is upset you... but lately you have getting these outbursts, my beautiful... and you have been lashing out at people for no reason... i think Mephisto is doing it... which is why I just... can't have him get near you anymore... I just want you all to be safe... if it is cutting into us... I will limit myself... I swear... if that will make you happy... I will make some sort of arrangements... i promised you my position would not get into the way... by god I will keep that promise... i will spend more time with you my beautiful Rose..."
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Post by simplyKATEY. on Mar 31, 2008 20:20:57 GMT -5
"I love you too." When she heard the word outburst, she started to understand. "AFR, I need to go home." She spoke very quietly. She didn't think it was Mephisto, but she pretty much thought everyone would be safe from her outbursts if she went home.
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Post by afr on Mar 31, 2008 20:42:32 GMT -5
*AFR gripped her a bit tighter*... " please... don't leave me here..." He looked into her eyes. "Whatever it is... it can be fixed without me being without you... right?" He knew this was not going to be easy... "If you leave, how will I know whether or not you are ok... how will I know you are alive? I would wait forever for you to come back... you know that... but when... and what will be waiting for you there?..." He didn't want her to leave, dur... "If you must go... then at least take me with you... please... I would do whatever I could to fit in... i would never be seen... all for you, my beautiful Rose." All he knew was he couldn't help her from a dimension away... the last time they were seperated like that well... you know what happened. "You are not bad, you are a great person... I can't explain what is going on... but I will never give up on you, Rose... you will always be beautiful to me... You are beautiful in your core... I know it to be true..."
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Post by Miss Twix on Mar 31, 2008 21:32:20 GMT -5
R: <was trying to get his sis to talk to isaac> c'mon Hawk...just take him shoppin' or somethin'!!
no!! i dont want anythin' to do with him now!! ><!!
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Assassin had stayed in a clearing nearby to the cave for the night. He was planning on going back into the city to find a way off the island if the others did not come back soon.
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Post by Achtung Katie™ on Mar 31, 2008 21:37:25 GMT -5
Kat rolled her eyes at Robyn, lounging against a tree for lack of anything better to do. "Robyn, you've been trying all day. Give it a rest for an hour or two, would ya?" Christ, he was probably driving Hawk up the wall and making it worse. >.> Or maybe he was wearing her down. Who knows?
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Post by Miss Twix on Mar 31, 2008 21:41:08 GMT -5
R: o.O you think i should try Isaac now??
oh yeah good luck with him...he'll probably stab you before you can even open your mouth
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Assassin looked back over his shoulder. He could hear Hawk's shrill voice even at the distance he had put between them. He looked around and covered his ears for a moment.
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Post by Achtung Katie™ on Mar 31, 2008 21:44:40 GMT -5
"Hawk, please." Kat winced, "Ah...no, it's probably better that you don't Robyn." x.x She couldn't imagine that ending any better than what he had already attempted to accomplish with Hawk.
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Post by Miss Twix on Mar 31, 2008 21:47:14 GMT -5
R: ;-; fiiiiiiiiine...god
no one's sayin' you gotta stay here Kat...if you don't like it just go wander off with isaac...<she knew he was still around...because duh, he's a big creature of habit> HUH ISAAC!?
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Assassin sighed when her tone got louder. He muttered a curse and leaned back against the tree he was sitting in. He didn't answer her though but he didn't like how well she knew him.
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Post by Achtung Katie™ on Mar 31, 2008 21:52:19 GMT -5
"I'm not going to leave you guys alone here." Kat rolled her eyes, sliding off the rock. Yeah, you know, because the first thing she was gonna do was wander off on Hawk and Robyn again. >.> I mean, she had last night, but that was only 'cause she was reasonably confident that everybody was safe and stuff. LOOK HOW WELL THAT TURNED OUT.
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Post by Miss Twix on Mar 31, 2008 21:57:01 GMT -5
R: tch...this is sooo stupid...
you're doin' da same damn thing Isaac does...and ya know what i'm sick of it...honestly Kat if you had been there you probably woulda just made things worse...<dammn bad mood>
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Assassin looked over from his spot in the tree as Hawk spoke. He was surprised to hear her anger going towards Kat. Assassin had finally been able to calm down last night after he had left the others but it seemed like Hawk's emotions were just getting started.
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Post by Achtung Katie™ on Mar 31, 2008 22:01:03 GMT -5
"I have a tendency to do that." Secretly, or maybe not so secretly, she agreed with Robyn. This was pretty damn stupid. She had no idea what had set off Hawk this badly, but she was trying really hard not to let it grate on her nerves as badly as it usually would have. "But I'm still not leaving." D:<
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Post by Miss Twix on Mar 31, 2008 22:05:11 GMT -5
R: o.O <headache>
well fine then...i am...<gets up and stalks off still all pissed>
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Assassin shook his head and watched Hawk leave the area with a scowl. She really was a bit of brat, he was surprised that he had put up with that for so long.
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Post by Achtung Katie™ on Mar 31, 2008 22:10:07 GMT -5
"Jesus Christ, and I thought you were bad." Kat rubbed her forehead, glancing over at Robyn. You know things were bad when she was resorting to conversation with Robyn.
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